i. a fair wraith of fatality
even from here
i can hear the crunch of your brittle
ribcage as your bones sunder.
they look at you like you're a moonflower,
with their small green eyes and
low-chattering fingers.
they want to know
the things that are wrong with you:
poetry on discoloured skin,
burning cigarettes,
your twisted black nights,
fear of the sun,
mind's intrusion of flicking tongues and
pressed flesh and
fusing vitals-
and how you still haunt:
silhouette teetering on the blurred edges of our memories,
phoenix eyes behind ember hair,
just a trivial skyward curve of your lips.
yet has no one noticed: you're not breathing?
Spring’s ceaseless breeze; a petal bath. Prize-
winning weeds that tickle your calves. Old
Sisyphus getting God's helping hand.
This field of poppies in bloom for seasons;
even the sun's favorite daughter
will start searching for the tunnel.
How did your mind of many trenches fall here?
Here, a single charcoal leaf.
There, the pregnant moon shines a minute too long.
And a dark mirror floods your eyes.
Which road in these fields do you walk?
Who is it you have left behind?
The smell of exhaustion is close – an old friend, a past grave.
Will you ever return to sink
into one certainty among
cellar moss, reluctant aged gra
you are a memory that
seeps through skin,
slowly down my limb,
fresh from my veins;
the wraith of all my
empty dawns when
i float between yesterday and
tomorrow and
throw my fists at
today.
i could make you
perfect and
complex and
ethereal
and we could've been
star-crossed and
fey and
dying,
but the jaded truth is
you were just one and
we were none of that.
--
holes always manage to make their way into us.
the void creeps in,
quiet and shy,
pale-faced and sneering.
six walls.
miles away.
the echoing.
the losing.
such lost.
one cannot destroy themselves
without destroying others, too.
we just need to b
we are all remnants of sun dust.
we gurgle and bubble and squeak;
we bob on the rainbow waves of grey.
my flesh is filthy.
worms writhe under the heavy skin:
dead lumps of pale lines that chatter so loud.
the flesh is thick like tree bark
and grow on it eyes.
eyes draw more eyes, and one can never escape scrutiny.
i try to kill them worms: i stab, i slice, i clobber and i burn.
but what has an end must lead to a beginning,
and the cells morph alive once more.
out, out - out of this sack.
eagle masses scream.
hello, hello.
here, swallow this!
so back, back, into silent shadows,
where my fog-men suck souls
and i eat plasma.
she is best described as going,
always moving
for ever,
ephemeral,
drifting.
she is half-there,
almost gone,
lithe and leaving,
with hair that blends with disappearing smoke,
present only to an accidental
glance.
her blurred frame is
longing and sad,
tired of movement, maybe missing -
missing something.
she floats
through the slow rising of the mountains
like the mist. slowly,
sinking, to the whispering waters,
circling the lands, resting in dark rock crevasses, then
heaving higher, high to where sunlight may break through the heavens
but not quite, for light stings - it hurts, and she
dips down back under the shelter
i have seen the grey sea.
silence, silence - the waves of souls
breathed me soft death.
wails, whispers, wishes all washed away.
soothing emptiness embraced me quiet.
twenty nine hours, i was alive:
alone and hidden, peaceful in the void.
dirt, stone, rubble and all.
alive, alive, alive.
i have seen the light.
then caw! caw!
white fingers grab me.
they pull. i pull.
they pull me into the loud dark.
i am saved, and i am dead.
fie, fie!
why, why.
this ocean is burning fire with dead
skin from running lips, people spittle flooding my eyes.
they say, they say.
love, love.
precious like a diamond.
i cannot.
cannot.
cannot.
--
here are the endless folds of the world's charcoal skies where the
screeching moon rules and
teeth loom over horizons. my skin cage is too tight,
moving mouths
have invaded my head and we are all
tombless.
hot light
blinds, shining,
and poppies prance in circles til dead.
crow eyes glare.
you speak.
you speak. the fire-haired people speaks.
tick ticks, my head.
i shiver. and paint a red staining picture.
today, i leave
this sparkling world and my welted being behind.
--
within the cold walls my mirrors fade to kill the faces,
the chatter stops and the throbbing ceases.
the ticking hand in my brain falls dea
Frank sits at the cafe at 4 o'clock every afternoon with his Cavalier King Charles Spaniel on his lap, watching people walk up the cobblestoned street even though there really isn’t ever anything new to see. At 6 pm he floats home sipping slowly at his black coffee, staring at his feet and listening to the satisfying clomp of his hard leather shoe against the worn stones of the path.
He comes home and hangs up his coat then kisses Mia on the cheek.
She asks about his day.
"It was fine," he said, "thanks."
He watches her nimble fingers wrap around the teapot handle and watches the liquid flow and settle.
Mia smiles at him and bring
embers: a series for an end. by 520romeo, literature
Literature
embers: a series for an end.
i.
in the end
when you are warm where it is dark,
let the smooth cigar smoke tell you
i loved you most
and when we surrendered, i
lost nothing but myself,
that my attic still smells like
that sober sea of ours.
ii.
a writer's mind is as turbulent as
the wide Sargasso Sea.
i have shredded my closet on you.
i have tried to drown my bicycle
and i have jumped cliffs
in desperation.
someday my knees will kiss the grass
and i will turn my face to the icy sky,
let out the agony of twelve years.
i will beg for this copper watch to freeze
to give me time for a taste of memory.
then on that day i'll go free rein,
but i will